Wednesday, 5 February 2014

ArShi SS: The Feeling Of Love (Prologue)


"Maine kaha tha unhe ki muje chod ke na jaaye vo phir bhi chale gaye. Mere baare mein socha tak nai! Mai unke bina kaise rahungi? Vo bhi tab jab vo mujse ruth ke gaye hai!" ("I had told him that dont leave me and go yet he went away. He didnt even think about me! How will i stay without him knowing he is cross with me?") said Khushi to herself remembering how she had tried to stop Arnav from leaving her and going to London.

"Vo aisa kaise soch sakte the? Kya unhe hum pe bharosa nai hai? Vo hume itna girra hua kaise soch salte hai? Hum aur Shyamji? Cheee!! Kya unhe hamari aakhon sachai nazar nai aati? Kya unhe itne waqt mein ye tak pata nai chala ki agar humne kabhi kisiko pasand kiya toh vo sirf vo khud the! Haan, maine unhe ye sachai kabhi baatai nai kyunki vo kyun hum jaisi ladki se pyaar karenge? Unhe toh bahut mil jayengi na? Vo chotte chotte kapde pehne wali unki jaisi ladkiyaan! Par ab vo hamare pati hai phirbhi hamare beech pati patni jaisa kuch nai hai! Jisse pasand kiya usse shadi ki par aise haalat mein jinmein meri marzi tak nai thi! Kyun devi maiya? kyun?" ("How can he think of me like that? Does not he trust me?how can he think so low of me? Me and Shyamji? Yuckkk! Could not he see the truth in my eyes? In so much time, could not he find out that the only person i ever liked was HIM. Yes, i agree i didnt tell him that i loved him because all i thought was why would he love a girl like me? He get many more girls who are better off and would wear those small small clothes and are classy like him. But now he is MY husband and yet there is bond between us that a usual husband wife share. I m married to the person i liked yet in such a way that it was against my will. Why does  this happen to me? Why devi maiya? Why?") cried Khushi finally taking out her frustation.


"Kyun jab uske gunah ke saboot hone ke baad bhi uspe bharosa karne ko dil karta hai? Kyun jab lagne lagta hai ki sab sahi hai sab galat ho jata hai? Muje toh laga tha ki mere aur Khushi ke beech kuch hai toh shyam kahaan se beech mein  aa gaya hai? Kya shyam sach keh raha tha? Toh ye jooth kyun lag raha hai? Muje iski jad tak jaana hi hoga!" ("Why when i have the proof of her sins yet i feel like believing her?why when everything feels right everything goes wrong?i thought there was something between me & Khushi then where did this shyam appear? Was shyam saying the truth? Then why do i feel he is lying? I need to get to the whole truth!") said Arnav to himself.

By reading this you must have come to know that this SS is based on the track where Arnav leaves for London not believing Khushi. Here there is no kidnaping shitLOL
The story is how Arnav and Khushi realize the love which was always there in their relationship under the mask of hatred. 

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